Choosing

When it comes to our struggles... It's hard to fight. I guess tonight God slapped me in the face. He is the most important thing in my life, but I don't always act like it. When I actually commit a sin... I'm choosing the sin over God. Just stop and think about that. Something that is temporary and completely worthless is what we choose when we sin. Why? Idk. I honestly can't figure why I keep choosing something so vile and disgusting when I have my counselor right beside me that wants to help. God is permanent and perfect! He will be with us forever... If we choose Him. Fighting this sin is hard and awful, but fighting for something that is eternal and just plain awesome. That's what's worth it. In the long run non of this matters. Just our relationship with God, which is what has to be on top anyways... Just remember that when we are fighting, it's for an amazing reason! God has plans for us but how can we do that when we are constantly choosing something temporary when we could have permanent!